Mom took me to see a psychiatrist.  He doesn't know what's going on yet but he gave me some medication.  It helps some.  He said he's glad that I agreed to see him and that a lot of people think that they can handle something like this on their own.  He told me not to wave it off completely, though, just in case I was right.  Just take the pills, see how I feel, and see if they can help me think about things more clearly instead of just jumping to conclusions.