I just woke up only I didn't wake up because I wasn't sleeping and I don't even know how to explain it but it's like I woke up or realized what was going on.
I can't remember the past few days.
My parents are gone and I don't know where they are.  The car is still home and their shoes are here and it's like they didn't leave but they're just gone and I'm all alone.
My garbage can is filled with kleenexes and they're all soaked in so much blood.
The man is outside.  He stands outside the front door and if I go to the back door he's there instead and he's everywhere and he keeps getting closer and closer and I don't know what to do I'm not crazy I'm not crazy I'm not crazy I'm not crazy
He's coming for me.

That guy from /x/ was able to get in contact with me so that's good.  He said he could kind of see something too so maybe I'm not just crazy!  I sent him a few more pictures and I think I'm going to upload them here too and see if anyone else can see him.

I see him more and more and I don't know if that's because he's around more and more or because I didn't take my meds today or yesterda.  I really don't know what to think because I really really hope I'm not crazy but I think that it maybe would be easier if I was because I'm really starting to think that this is some kind of ghost and if it is I don't know what to do.
I couldn't sleep last night and I'm so tired but I don't want to sleep tonight either because I'm scared and I don't want to dream about him.

I talked to /x/ because I thought they might be able to help.  They couldn't see him in the picture either except one guy but he said he was high so I think he was probably joking.  I didn't think it was funny.
They also said that the medication I was taking was probably a bad idea so I didn't take my pills today.
One guy wanted to email me but I forgot to write down his email and I couldn't find the thread today so I wasn't able to.  If he's reading this and wants to try to email me my email is aaronunplugged161@gmail.com.
He's still there and he's just standing there and he doesn't go away.
I don't think I'm crazy but I don't think they could see him either.  Why can't anyone but me see him, even in pictures?

I'm not crazy!
I'm not!
I swear!
So why can't anyone see him?
He's across the street just staring at my window.  I called our neighbors and told them he was on their property but they thought it was a crank call.  They couldn't see him.
Is he a ghost or something?
Am I being haunted?

So I got a lot of pictures of him as he followed me and showed them to the police but they gave me a warning.  They thought I was lying because they couldn't see him in the pictures.
And I can't see his face.
Why can't I see his face?
I'm not crazy.

I don't get it.  I see him standing in the distance and I point him out and no one sees him.
I'm not crazy.
I need to take pictures.

I keep seeing him.  I'm not just paranoid.  He follows me to school, follows me home, follows me to band practice and everywhere I go.  I keep asking my friends if they feel like we're being followed but they just say no and shake it off.  I just take more pills but he doesn't stop being real.

I saw him.  He walked right in front of me.  I saw him clear as day.  I can't be imagining him.  He's real.  I'm not crazy.

The pills are working okay.  I'm calmer now.  But I still think I keep seeing that guy in the suit.  I'm not panicking but I still think I might be seeing him.  I don't know if I should talk to the police or what because I can't prove anything and I don't think they'd be happy if I wasted their time.  No one else has seen anything so I'm thinking I'll just stay on the medication and keep going to the psychiatrist and see if anything changes.

Mom took me to see a psychiatrist.  He doesn't know what's going on yet but he gave me some medication.  It helps some.  He said he's glad that I agreed to see him and that a lot of people think that they can handle something like this on their own.  He told me not to wave it off completely, though, just in case I was right.  Just take the pills, see how I feel, and see if they can help me think about things more clearly instead of just jumping to conclusions.

I'm definitely being followed by someone.  I know I see glimpses of him.  Some guy wearing a suit.  Secret service?  I don't think so.  Some random creeper?  Why is he wearing a suit, then?  It doesn't make sense.  Why is he following me?  Is he going to kill me?  What is he going to do?
Is he really following me or am I just paranoid?

Now that I've had time to think more, maybe I am just paranoid.  I could swear I'm seeing someone out of the corner of my eye, though.  I don't know why.  Usually when I look it's someone I know or nothing at all or some trees swaying in the wind or a bird flying by or something.  I'm getting that jumpy.
Maybe I should see someone.
Some music should calm me down for now though.

No one seems to believe me.  Maybe someone here will.  That's why I'm coming back to a blog I set up for a school project ages ago.  But no one's going to read this anyway.  It just gives me SOMETHING to talk to that won't say I'm crazy.

I thought it was nothing but I think it's definitely something.  Someone is following me and I'm really freaking out.  Everyone's just telling me I'm paranoid but I'm SURE I saw somebody watching me.

I'm really freaking out and I need to tell SOMEONE.